Annalisa Santi returns to Italy, after trying to get into the media of our country. The universitaria hot, who burst onto the scene when a series of very provocative videos recorded in a UCA class went viral, showed remorse for everything she did in a letter she published on her website, and will try to start a new life in the Old Continent.
Wow Argentina dear! How many things I've lived. How many years! How many unforgettable people I've met since I got here! How many enamorments jajaja and crazy parties...How many Skypes! How many friends!, she wrote in her farewell.
How many criticisms I received... Always having to prove that I was up to par. That it was worth it. That I deserved your love. That I wasn't a hollow or a slut, and much less a groncha (only for those who understand). How many diets jajaja and those damn obsessions with my body, beauty, aesthetics! Losing my grandparents... It was surely the hardest part. I also hit rock bottom with hard depressions that neither psychologists nor psychiatrists seemed to calm down. Because I hated myself and even thought about suicide. I committed so many mistakes, lost the man I loved most, the man for whom I would give my life... That made me doubt God and my faith, Annalisa adds.
And although I tried a thousand times, never managed to do it well, I wasn't ready to change definitively like I feel now... And I think I should have gone through all those hells to get to the peace of soul that I feel now. How many hatreds I provoked these years... How many online loves... But in the end, what I did most nobly was to look at myself in the mirror and forgive myself for being the cutie I was, swearing not to be like that again, she summarizes.
Always that damn habit of wanting to draw attention... Of heating up and wanting to be the prettiest to get what I wanted. All because of my great insecurity. Now I only want to reinvent myself and be a much more humble woman, less obsessive, proud and aggressive. Forgetting is my goal for my return to my country, minha adorada Itália. Voltarei? Sólo se tiver um motivo que valha a pena“, fecha sua carta a italiana.
Annalisa nos deixa suas aparições midiáticas em Viviendo com as Estrelas, e sua produção para Playboy. Uma pena.
Wow Argentina dear! How many things I've lived. How many years! How many unforgettable people I've met since I got here! How many enamorments jajaja and crazy parties...How many Skypes! How many friends!, she wrote in her farewell.
How many criticisms I received... Always having to prove that I was up to par. That it was worth it. That I deserved your love. That I wasn't a hollow or a slut, and much less a groncha (only for those who understand). How many diets jajaja and those damn obsessions with my body, beauty, aesthetics! Losing my grandparents... It was surely the hardest part. I also hit rock bottom with hard depressions that neither psychologists nor psychiatrists seemed to calm down. Because I hated myself and even thought about suicide. I committed so many mistakes, lost the man I loved most, the man for whom I would give my life... That made me doubt God and my faith, Annalisa adds.
And although I tried a thousand times, never managed to do it well, I wasn't ready to change definitively like I feel now... And I think I should have gone through all those hells to get to the peace of soul that I feel now. How many hatreds I provoked these years... How many online loves... But in the end, what I did most nobly was to look at myself in the mirror and forgive myself for being the cutie I was, swearing not to be like that again, she summarizes.
Always that damn habit of wanting to draw attention... Of heating up and wanting to be the prettiest to get what I wanted. All because of my great insecurity. Now I only want to reinvent myself and be a much more humble woman, less obsessive, proud and aggressive. Forgetting is my goal for my return to my country, minha adorada Itália. Voltarei? Sólo se tiver um motivo que valha a pena“, fecha sua carta a italiana.
Annalisa nos deixa suas aparições midiáticas em Viviendo com as Estrelas, e sua produção para Playboy. Uma pena.
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