Gay chat memory report, meeting and party

hello, today I'm hard again with the thong on and eager to tell you a memory I have after confirming it in a gay chat. About two years ago, I entered a gay phone search for someone who would help me find a trava through the woods of palermo, remember talking to a chabon who didn't like the trabas that the dudes went with, I was a hetero guy and a faggot at the time, around 26 or 27 years old, but I couldn't fit in with the masculine men, if it were the trabas, the cock, we talked about it and no drama between us two, it turned out that he lived with another type also gay but nothing happened between them, they didn't drug themselves either, I went to look for him and his partner didn't want to know anything about coming, when I arrived at his depa I called him and told him to come down. He got up and we met in the auto, I was telling him how much he liked sucking cock, I was embarrassed because I had never talked so openly about sucking cocks before, it seemed like something very dirty to me, but he listened with me too, I was getting hot because it's very difficult for someone to get used to this, he told me that in the woods there were not only trabas but a place where chabons came together to suck cock and fuck, I didn't like the idea but no one was charging anything like the trabas, I agreed to go with him to meet the place but with great insecurity, relax it's nothing, I always come, he said. Remember that we got out of the auto and walked to a place where there were about 10 or 12 dudes all in their own thing, fucking, sucking cock, without inhibitions or anything, as soon as we arrived he joined a group and started sucking cock off one, I sat down on a fallen tree trunk not knowing what to do, when suddenly someone came up to me and started talking, I didn't want anyone to know that I liked cock, I was showing myself totally male and asked if I wanted him to suck it, I agreed and we went behind a tree, he started sucking my cock but couldn't stop because of the nerves I had, what's going on with you, he said apart from me having a small one, nothing am I nervous, he I said, stopped and tried to kiss me but it gave me something, told me, show me the Booty? I lowered my pants only halfway down the Booty and started caressing myself, grabbed my hand and took it to his face, started rubbing it and he asked if I wanted to suck it? So I said yes, got up, knelt down, and put it in my mouth, beautiful cock had a good jerk but didn't feel comfortable, just then a car arrived with its lights on where we were and three dudes from the party came out, three friends who wanted us to suck their cocks, I refused, got scared more and left, when I was returning to the car, I passed by the side where my companion was and they were re-coupling, no drama at all, the guy, made a sign that he would wait for me in the car, finished and we left, I was really paranoid, stayed really hot, and told him I'd take him back home because I didn't want to be there. On the way back, I was telling my companion about his enormous cock and how they had never blown but had gotten it up a couple of times with guys, offered to get in if I felt like it and said yes, was going to calm down and relax a bit, made me wait when we arrived for him to ask the other guy if he wanted to, took like 10 minutes, an eternity, got in and he told me everything was fine, that I could take one if I wanted, when I turned around they already had a mattress on the floor, and the other guy received me saying Hey, are you looking for yourself? with a sly face, cock replied really hard yeah, but first I want to take a line, passed me a line and got ready, when I turned around they were both naked, when I saw the other one I couldn't believe it, never had seen such a big cock before, scared me, always liked small ones, didn't have fear that it would hurt or not, inhibited myself, started sucking the first one who had a normal one while the other was jerking off and touching my Booty, wanted to get screwed and told him para para! you're not going to catch me with this cock I said, won't go in, tried to convince myself to put it in slowly that Try with the tip and keep denying, we're doing something said the other one sucks it for a bit while I tie you up for a bit so you can relax, come on, I turned around and started sucking it while the other one started getting me off, I got really excited but still thought that after the other one was going to break everything, didn't fit in my mouth because of how big it was, imagine the Booty that was very tight, anyway I didn't feel like letting him get me off but if he sucked it and jerked off for a good while while I felt him getting me off, ended up obvious with a condom but the guy got left wanting to do the Booty. I always thought I was a hot host because I didn't feel like letting him put it in, it's today that I think and think if I would have enjoyed or not, they invited me to come back but not drunk, just fine so I could enjoy better, never felt like doing it without taking a pill, only once wanted to do it with a friend but neither of us got excited, if he sucked it because the guy had a beautiful cock that one but that's another story, from that department I left tied up, hard, but wanting more and thinking how it would be to feel something so big... well, I hope you liked it, something I'd like to repeat, will it happen??