My truth with a bit of deception

No lies or masks. I've always been straight. A while back, I started watching more porn. All types of categories. Straight, incest, gay, transgender, bi, and everything you find on the net. In short... I'm looking to experience what it feels like in the moment... I don't know... And my disappointment is that 3 weekends passed... I offered my humble cock for oral, anal, and whatever they wanted, for as long as they could handle my cock so I offered it... (no one showed up) they get heated with messages👎... the next weekend I shaved my cock, balls, left my Booty hairless and did a complete cleaning inside... and waited in a squat toilet bowl with the Booty available to fill it with cum... (no one showed up) I don't know what to think...