Mi primera vez anal

Hello this is my first post hope you like it. I'm from Chile, region of Coquimbo, I have a slender build, brunette skin, 1.75 meters approximately, I have a relatively small penis 😊 Now I'm 23 but this happened to me when I was 15 years old I've always been straight had several girlfriends even though it's true that when I studied with a classmate who was openly gay didn't have any problems with others knowing and I think my class accepted him well in an era where bullying was something you faced every day one day while chatting with him he told me his first time with a man was thanks to a false profile and he had liked it DMC talked about an adult man who took away his anal virginity and it was just casual sex never saw him again at the moment I thought it didn't matter but deep down I was very curious. So that same day I created a fake Facebook profile to talk to men anonymously as the days went by I decided to agree to meet someone to experiment like this is how I met a 30-year-old man who was very friendly explained to him that I wanted to experiment and he treated me very well all gentleman over chat we talked for weeks and agreed to meet up after his work because that evening he would be home alone I was very nervous the worked in maintenance at a commercial location we found each other in the parking lot of the location he greeted me with a kiss on the cheek and we chatted for about 10 minutes he was very friendly with a thick build and a well-groomed beard later we went to his car and drove to his house during the whole trip he was caressing my thighs I was wearing a short athletic shorts (I was really excited) when we arrived we went straight to his bedroom that's where he showed his more masculine side took the initiative started kissing and touching me after a while he unbuttoned his pants and started lowering them that's when I saw a penis about 23 centimeters approximately I was surprised he took my head and between kisses started pushing me towards his penis which was very erect first I took it with my hands while feeling more and more pressure until I was face to face with his penis, started sucking it which made me very hot, I isolated my feminine side that had never done before, while sucking his penis he caressed me which excited me a lot, he started touching my bum making me feel affectionate, he started lowering the short and I didn't want at first I gave him a little shame because my penis was much smaller than his, but he told me not to worry that it would relax me, then I let him continue while he kept sucking it and getting more lubricated and juicy, I relaxed so much that my penis lost its erection, he confessed that it excited him a lot (my non-erect penis is very small). Without my short or underwear on soon he started touching my anus until in a moment I had to lie down with my feet open, he started sucking my penis while putting his fingers in my mouth, I was very excited and started sucking until I felt one of those fingers in my ass, I looked at him and all he said was relax, it hurt me a lot at first I felt his finger moving inside me in an oscillating motion to dilate my anus, it hurt but it felt very tasty, then I took out a condom and some gel from his drawer and put it on his penis which was very hard and I put a little in my anus which was already dilated, I could fit two fingers in and it didn't hurt as much, later I had to put my feet on his shoulders I was very nervous let him take over started putting the head of his penis in my ass it hurt but then he came out with more success and in a slow but medium-brusque movement he put more than half of his penis in me, I felt his warm member inside me and moaned a little and left it in for about a minute while looking at him and telling me to relax again, I lost my erection, started moving slowly taking and putting his penis in my ass I started enjoying it later after about 20 minutes or more I saw his very hard penis while My boyfriend looked small to me, I felt like a little girl next to him. I asked him with a very serious voice where he wanted his cum and I was surprised when I said it in my mouth that the rhythm of his penetrations increased and I felt heat, pain, and much pleasure. Suddenly, he took off the condom, threw it away, and grabbed my face roughly, putting his penis inside my mouth and feeling a very warm stream fill my mouth and half of my face. He looked relaxed and excited as he slid his cum across my face and part of my chest. He lit a cigarette and told me to clean up, then got up with pain in my butt that felt very tasty and went to take a short shower. I returned to his room and lay down next to him, hugging him and we spent the whole afternoon together. It was a very good male, I felt like a spoiled little girl. I never told anyone about this encounter later he got mad at me for not wanting to be with him again, which I regret because he was a very attentive male with a very thick penis. I continued my normal life as if nothing had happened. Today I consider myself bisexual but no one knows.