So then I passed...I don't know how it happened, maybe because of that animal that abused me, and it started with sweet kisses and controlled passion...It would be me someone different from that night...It's been so long ago but I just can't get that man out of my mind...Despite shame and fear, pain and helplessness...I LIKE IT!Time later I met new friends and one of 'Them' introduced me to a new world that was part of me without me knowing.I dressed myself as I really always did, even before that awful man who raped me wanted to.











And I saw myself prettySexy
Provocative
Slut!I had fantasies with every man I sawIt didn't matter how it was

I wanted him to get inside me and explodeFill me up and reaching the bottom of my...Deeply penetrating, without stopping and knowing how it feels to be between arms that although you want them not to let you goI wanted to be for each of themLet me do EVERYTHINGSavor his members that I imagined VERY largePiercing meWith no breath under his thrustsI understand I won't go back. And I'll have whoever wants me, just by looking at them and smiling like this.Like a stupid slut.